"And there's always something there to remind me .. "

Do you ever notice that the more you think about something the more complex it gets? It’s so annoying! And not to mention the fact that I’m totally stressed out because of my sisters’ wedding, but that will be done on Saturday. I’m all kinds of excited cause my relatives are coming into town from Pa. It’s my grandmother, 2 of my aunts, and 3 of my cousins (sweet! They’re all 21!). The rest of my relatives are showing up tomorrow and Friday. I can’t wait. I love seeing family. I’m a big family person. It’s really important to me having a strong family bond, especially with your immediate family (mom/dad/brothers/sisters).

I create strong bonds with all of my friends, and most people I come into contact with. I’m really close with my friends and even closer with those that I love (only a select few, of course). Relationships with those around you help you grow into a strong person, with different values and perspectives on life. I like getting other peoples’ input on every aspect of life. I don’t like people who are narrow minded, so I try not to be either.

Of course, I am stuck in my ways, but I’m trying to change that. I think I’ve done rather well with that. I’ve become more positive and optimistic. I’m still working on being too judgmental, at least outward. What most people don’t understand is that just because I comment on people, or activities doesn’t mean that I am going to be closed minded to meeting them or trying something new. I’m all about trying new things. I don’t like saying no to something because I want to grow and become a well-rounded person.

For the most part, I like me. Sure there are some things I’d like to change, but I just have to get the motivation to do so. Most of them are on the outside, like get into shape, or eat healthier. Personality wise, I think I’m a pretty awesome person. I may be moody sometimes, but all in all I’m pretty intelligent, I can be funny (at times), I’m sympathetic and kind, friendly, easy-going, and I always try to get along with everyone. If someone doesn’t like me, I try to appease them, and if that still doesn’t work, then there’s nothing else I can do. Can’t please everyone all the time, right?

Now, I’m not trying to toot my own horn, but I think I’m a pretty good person. I haven’t had any complaints (at least to my face) yet.

Heh, I write too much sometimes. But hey, this is my ranting and raving! It helps me get thoughts off my mind. It’s a lot easier than talking to someone (yea I know I get way too emotional sometimes.