So sad

Ugh .. that's it .. I am so done. I feel like crap today. Happy hour was fun, but I am so not even drinking anymore. It's freakin expensive for one thing, and I end up feeling like crap the day after. We went to karoake last night too. I'm sore.

I am nothing but complaints today .. so I'm going to stop. I don't like myself being negative. Makes me feel worse.

On a happier note, I love Ken. He makes me very happy. He knows how to make me smile when I am down. I need to smile. Thinking of him makes me smile. I like that. I look at pictures of us and that makes me happy. I close my eyes and I feel him hold me. ::happy sigh::




I can't wait to see him tonight. I wish i could get up earlier to go to work so I could be home earlier to see him. But noooo I'm a lazy ass :(

Today is mom's birthday. We are going over to have dinner and cake. Next week we're going out to dinner. It's our tradition to go out to a restaraunt for birthdays. I like that. A special treat.



I need a vacation. I want to go to Europe or back to the Bahamas. It was nice there.



I feel a bit better now. Sorry 'bout that.