I am afraid of:
the future
failure
disappointment
hate
being alone
bugs of any kind
the dark
my imagination
being lost
not being good enough
no one being good enoug for me
being cheated on
loving someone who doesn't love me
getting rear-ended (again)
hitting someone with my car
becoming stangant
being at my job for the rest of my life
not finishing my education
not figuring out what I want to do with my life
losing people who mean the most to me
heights
freezing to death
drowning
being kid(adult?)napped
being mistreated
my friends talking bad about me behind my back
becoming overweight
having children
raising children
having my life pass me by and have more bad memories than good
being forgotten
going blind
being paralized
not knowing what to do
not knowing my own potential
wasting time
not being able to say the things I need to say
hurting those I care most about
I am NOT afraid of trying anything once.
So the Murder Mystery Party was a blast
Check out some pictures here
I hope everyone had a good time.
This is my favorite picture :)
Ahhhh, ladies night at Iguana Mac's .. good times :) Too bad Kat had to work, but at least she was our waitress .. she is so awesome!
Last night was a good night, except for it being a late one. My roommates are great except when neither of them have to work the next morning, because they love to stay out late .. and I can't becuase I hate being tired. Of course I end up staying out later becuase I'm having a good time with my girls.
My new drink of choice is Vodka and Cranberry (hey I won't have to worry about getting a bladder infection!! haha) It's good and not too sweet, so I don't have the shakes the next day.
Other than that, I really haven't had anything to talk about. No ranting and no raving, just life .. Things have definitely simmered down and are at a lull right now. I'm trying to figure things out, where I want my life to go, etc. I don't know where, but I do know that I'm ONLY 25 and that I plenty of time to grow up, but I only have a short time still being young and having fun. So I'm going to have a lot of fun!!
That this day, October 12, was the day that Christopher Columbus first landed in America in 1492.
Interesting!
I love having my laptop at work. I don't like it when I can't get a good wireless connection from the hotel across the street. Oh well, beggars can't be choosers right?!
So I'm all kinds of excited for my sister's Murder Mystery Party this weekend
I'll post some pics after the party this weekend as well :)
As for halloween, I think we're hosting at our house this year! It should be pretty crazy!!! Katrina and I might dress up as Alice and the Queen of Hearts from Alice in Wonderland. but if not, I'm definitely going with the vampire. I just haven't found the right costume yet.
Other than that, nothing all that exciting has been happening. School, work, hanging out till after midnight with the girls ;-) It's freakin awesome!!!!
I love you guys!!
So I've gone through a couple different templates found from different websites. I've customized each one to fit my personality, basically adding dragons anywhere I possibly can :-D
I think I'm going to stick with what I have now. I really like it and I worked hard making it the way I wanted to. You know, looong hours at work playing around in PhotoShop! (and they say that computers aren't a drug)
So, I'd appreciate any comments on what would make it look better, or if it sucks, or if you like it!!
Loves ya!
"Time is the longest distance between two places."
Tennessee Williams